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Yesterday was quite weird for me. I made a big deal out the smallest things, and I think I spoiled the day for one of my friends. I just felt depressed. I had a good long walk when I was waiting for the clock to hit 7 pm. Couldn't leave UP because of the UVVRP, so yeah. I just pretty much walked around. It would have been nice if I didn't feel so weird. I miss walking.
Sleep
Academics are still so-so. Family's great, my mom's been away in Malaysia and Singapore. Friends are great. Sleeping habits are baaad. I actually fell asleep on the sofa while waiting for my PC to connect to the internet. I woke up 30 mins later and found out that I had already been online for some time and that my brother was actually using it. Well, at least my money wasn't wasted. So I let him use my account for a while... and then who knows how many minutes later, my brother woke me up, and I found out I was already sleeping on the floor! hehe
Still, nothing beats what happened the night between Sunday and Monday.
I had an exam on EEE101 the previous day so I was still a bit tired. So, I asked my sister to wake me up around 2am so that I could study for my exam the next day.
Ate Auds: Chrissa, gising na. Mag-aaral ka pa.
Me: mmm? ...unstable...
Ate Auds: Huh? anong unstable?
Me: ...unstable... yung root locus...
Ate Auds: root locus???
Me: *raises hand starts drawing circles in the air* di ba unstable siya kapaga may poles sa right?
Ate Auds: Huh? Whatever.
Hehehe... True story. Never thought I would be so haunted by my subjects... *shudder*
Angels
Believe it or not, I got to talk to my guardian angel yesterday. *grins* There was a medium, of course. A certain professor in UP claims that he has the ability to see and communicate with these celestial beings. I use the word "claims" because there really can be no way of knowing for sure. His answers to my questions were pretty accurate though. I didn't feel the need to test his skill by asking specific questions about myself.
According to him, my angel is this playful, little girl, about 6 or 7 years old. Cute. *grins* Her answers made sense, although i think she can be a little sarcastic. She answers my questions with a whole barrage of other questions. I think she's this cute, smart and fun girl. Kinda like Dakot Fanning or her character in Taken... What's the name of that girl? Arrrgh! Can't remember! Anyway, yeah, kinda like that, only naughtier.
Whenever I'm alone now, I talk to her in my head. "Keep me awake... Pinch me... Don't let me fall asleep..." Yeah. She can be real useful during those late night cramming sessions. *smiles and nods*
Speaking of cramming, gotta go now! Have to go and sleep now so that I can wake up later tonight and gogogo study until 9 am in the morning!
Rejuvenated
Had the most refreshing sleep in years!!! Uninterrupted. Dreamless. Long. I felt so refreshed this morning. Even the way I woke up was unusually nice. I didn't feel the need to extend my sleep (which is what usually happens these days).
Of course, I feel bad that I missed out on one group meeting, but that was really a much needed rest. I'm grateful that my groupmates didn't tell me off or anything for what I did. I mean, everybody's tired, so you know, my case isn't really special or anything.
Anyway, point is that sleep was g-o-o-d. *smiles and nods*
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