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Thoughts
The main thing I probably miss about commuting is the opportunity to really think hard about things in my life. With driving, I have to be constantly alert, and I absolutely cannot let my mind wander... Of course, I do have to be on my guard when in crowded public places, but sometimes, the temptation to just space out is too overwhelming.
I went to SM North with my friends earlier today. I ended up commuting home, and although I wasn't exactly alone for most of the trip, I still had the chance to think when not so unusual traffic greeted me in Bicutan. Under normal circumstances, I would have been restless and pissed off because we were stuck there for almost 30 minutes, but since it has been a while, I really didn't mind it at all.
I started the day feeling happy and optimistic, albeit a bit sleepy, but now I'm not so sure. I feel a bit confused and more than just a bit stupid. A couple of days back, I was feeling relieved and happy because I managed to pass 2 of my exams, but sadly I think that feeling is now overwritten. Maybe I overdid it. Maybe I just thought too much. Even now, my brow is furrowed because I still can't understand ...er... certain things. Mmm... *sigh* I'm supposed to feel brainless now after watching The Lizzie McGuire Movie. Hehe thinking like this was the last thing I expected doing to end the day. I wonder if I can count on F1 and Kimi to cheer me up later. Hehe It's a bit doubtful, but hey! I could use a cute face! A segment on Silverstone is airing on Supersport right this very minute. I think Ralf's gonna be saying something later on because of his back to back wins, so I'm just waiting for that. No Kimi bonus though. Hmm...
Last night, we took our mom to see Down With Love. Now that I think about it, I wonder what she was thinking while watching it. Hehehe I really should applaud myself and my siblings for perfect timing. *grins* That movie got bad reviews, I think, but I dunno. I wasn't expecting much, and I knew that whatever the case, Ewan McGregor would still be cute, but it wasn't really that bad. I think it was supposed to be set in the 70s or something, but all the offices and apartments were filled with electronics that couldn't have existed back then. I think it's what my Humanities teacher would say "Post Modern." Even the style of the whole movie felt old!
Ah... I think I've exhausted everything now. Even my brain. Don't read too much into what I just posted. It's just been quite a while since I thought about things other than signals and equations and boolean expressions. Hehe I'm off now.
Tally sheets anyone?
Ah... the first wave of the first semester of my third year in ECE has passed... and I think my tally sheets are needed again. Actually, I'm guessing it's going to be so much easier recording my passing marks and my failing marks, because chances are, they're all gonna belong to the latter. *sigh* I don't know... I study hard, but there are just things beyond my powers. *shrugs* Oh well. School will be school. I just want to pass!
I wonder why every time I get around to posting, I can't seem to think of anything to say? Hmm... maybe it's because my database is already filled with school stuff... ah whatever. Maybe when I've got nothing on my mind, that's when the ideas start rolling in.
Oh! I'm taking humanities 2 this semester. Something about art appreciation, and all of a sudden, I'm required to do those reaction papers once more. *shudders* I have honestly forgotten how to write. *frowns* Unless you consider blogging a legitimate style of course. However, I highly doubt my prof would accept essays or papers with sidecomments and smileys and incoherent thoughts forced into one paragraph. *sigh* Well! I better get started on that paper thing. I have to do something on "mixed media" and stuff.
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